Back Again

Well hello readers...

Its 11th May 2013 saturday and here i am again at my home sweet home.
You must be wondering why i am here again.
I bought this ticket first and then before GE13, I had last minute decided to go home.
So i am at home for 2 consecutive weekends.

Traveling expenses of course is higher but dont worry i will try to cover it up soon.
*I PROMISEEEEE MOM!
haha..
So no more buying shoes after this...
Shoes obsession is really posses me.. :p
Today i just bought one sandal and one working shoes.
Actually i am really concern about it as i walk a lot at there.
Once a shoes is "not new", i will have this feeling of it may broken anytime.
So I will always "update" my shoes.
Some more its cheaper.
I found out shoes nowadays is really cheap.
...and with lots of variety too.
:-]

Okay these two times home, did not meet up any friends.
...except ky..!! haha....
Reason is I am very tired....I dont know. I back home. I am tired.
Its not that i do many heavy work, its just psychologically literally tired.
I just feels like i want to stay at home.
Avoid the sun.
Avoid people.
Just home and I.
Just cat and I.
Just dog and I.
I should not have did it.
But I dont know.

Now while writing this...
I am in my small yet comfortable living room.
with both of my parents..
and they are watching the documentary Bones of Buddha.
Wesak day is coming in next two weeks.
I am sad I wont be able to come home and celebrate with my dad.
But as my aunt told me, every temple is the same.
so she hope i can just go visit any temple there and bath our little Siddhartha prince during his big day.
:)

Randy will be back from offshore in two weeks time.
He had been there for a month and half.
And I actually could not believe I am alone all this time.
but of course thanks to michie's and ally's companion....and roanne yap too.
without you all I 'll die due to loneliness haha JK!
but may be it will develop my mental illness due to loneliness and only get connected to people through phone and internet.
Life is ain't that easy.
Without friends around...I mean like literally you are alone...
go work alone...
back room also alone...
and yes...in few months time you can go crazy...
...it....applies to me I assume. haha
and again. Thanks all for concerning me.
I am having my bad days there but....
this is what i ask for. * ya sounds lunatic
Life goes on.

24 years old.
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6 more years and i am 30.

ok stop now.

That stupid condo that i am staying now will only set up the fiber optic on early June.
so.....damn condo.
will update again soon.
Till then.
Have a good May everyone.