3.21am

I wish to write up something.
Recently so many updates but I have no idea how to start.
Study life has ended.
Working life approaching soon.
I am on a crossroad.
After talking with the parents, I think I have the courage to move on.
Its a sad world.
We shall just learn everything from the beginning.
I am thinking of creating a new blog.
AGAIN?!?!?!?!

Process or Result

I have one question.

Result is important? or the process comes more important?

Do you like the process of getting something....?

or the end of the result without care the process?



I think i enjoy the process more.

because process take a long time but result just come one in few seconds.

and the result cannot be change once announce.

So I really quite enjoying the process.


so on.....

Midsty

This few days keep going out.
Yes I know I go out too frequent recently
and also i live my lazy life to the fullest
which i able to keep updates my tweeter, facebook and blog.
Sleep until noon like nobody business etc.

So for the rest of the week, I emphasized that I want to be lazy!!!

Actually I love going out with friends,
listening to stories.
Stories that usually you wont heard of,
something different than what you everyday will discuss of.

The problem in life.
Money...
Future..

Going out with them makes me feel "Its me."
Why?
Because we are in same situation.
The future is still cover by midst.
Exclude Roanne and Kyee....they got their path already...wakakakaka

Civil Engineer....haish......

My dream that I longing to achieve during my Year 1 and 2 was no more.

Ok...I stop my depression post here.

Half year to go.

I just need to be strong.


Good Luck everyone!

Problem?

My problems are....

Time constraint. week 1 do fyp. week 2 go manila. week 3 do fyp.
Seems like i cant do all the sand test on week 1.
Week 3 cant proceed with concrete work.
So.... jeng jeng jeng....
i try not to make it a big deal.
Still got many time.
:o

Equipment constraint.
Everyone using the same tools. Once other coursemates use it and there is no other tools,
You would have to postpone your test.

Quantity constraint.
The pan is limited. When the quantity of sample is many and the pan is limited.
jeng jeng jeng.....
a simple test can take up to few days
because of the oven dried thingy.

Back to time constraint.
When a test is postpone, it ruined other test progress too.

Anymore constraint?
cant think of it now.
Well......
Hopefully all the prediction of unluckiness will be demolish upon the arrival of the day of doing the test.

haha...

Not complaining about the lab work now. (well.....a bittttttt)

But analyzing the possibility of problems to arise.

:o

Aja hwaaaaiting!

After Dinne...

Fresh coconut harvest by the big boss.
Nyaman.......

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Lazy mode

Staring at facebook timeline....

Keep repeating you tube song....

Whats my problem?

Keep lazy and does not want to do work.

>.<

I want the photos

I was in the mood to write a post

But my little bro spoiled it.

I was just asking to borrow the camera's memory card

why is it so hard?

why so selfish like that?

why?

Stop being selfish because your selfishness will hurt other people!

;(

没话说，我就静静。

How did you end up your Saturday?

Me.
Everything was back to normal. (ticked-found my things and get over with the bad things)
Every task done. (ticked-housechores,roomcleaning)
Except for the Mr. Sand selfstudy.

Thank you Lulu Jie for your friendly reminder.
I dont know. and luckily i know already.
Thank you.

So here is Sunday.

I sabotaged my mom calender - a santavana's calendar.
There is a quote there which i quite like for the month of september.

" 对人恭敬， 就是在庄严您自己。"


我自认， 我并不会尊重一些人。
我不喜欢， 就不理会一切。

当我对你好，你不顾颜面推开我，
我自然而然 没那个必要对你好啦。

但最近，
突然觉得这是错的，别人对你不好， 就该检讨自己。

没错， 我真的真的不会甜言密语。

擦鞋不是我的长处。

没话说， 我就静静。
请别觉得我在吊高伽。
我也没在睡觉。

没话说，我就静静。

Nicole.

Lazy wo...

Its saturday morning, I wake up quite early compare to days before.
There is many thing need to be done. House chores, cleaning my room my shelves my wardrobe. ARGH!!!!!
But my butt stick to the chair and dont want to get up and keep want blog spamming.

Its so quiet.
Why nobody online this morning?
Just like last night.
So quiet.

Its September.

Keep reminding me its September.

10 more days to uni reopen.

So long holidays. We shall meet again.

Next week going to be all out for the Mr. Sand.

Lazy do work.

Nicole.

Sleepless

Update....

I need some update to read.....

Kyee...no spamming post?
Roro....
Cindy still ok...write in details ba....i want know more about your thoughts.....
Yah i know u busy...its ok...
Jo also...haish.....
I want read spamming post from all of you..so empty while online nowadays...
Lulujie.....i suggest u do a blog. Please learn it for us. Hehe

Journals

读书很闷啊。

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有样学样

有些人呢。。就喜欢有样学样。

有些人，不喜欢别人学他。
有些人，平不介意别人学他。

你是那一种人呢？

我不否认，
我就是其中一个的copycat。
但，
换句好听话，
＂我要跟时事潮流嘛＂

别人写部落格用华语，我也跟。
别人在写关于卡通的post，我也要跟。
别人换了部落格layout，我也要跟。

哈哈。

更应该换个角度看，
其实我并没有copycat，
我只不过受＂朋友的影响＂


亲爱的朋友们，请不要生气。

忍忍吧。。。

嘿嘿。

P/s: This post influenced by Rhythm of life, Melody of life and 45 degree sky, got your smile's blog.....in chinese man......muahahhaa.....

Headache Wednesday.

I like this picture very much.

Thank You eMoJess | Photography

Today is Wednesday.

Three days at own residence after the Mt Kinabalu climbing.

Yes. I know I had to Stop this BS about Mt Kinabalu.

But I cant because my leg still suffering the effect due to the hiking.

This effect reminds me the moment spend there.

When raining, it remind me of " how was the climbers doing there? do they have raincoat?"

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Dear legs, 

Faster recover so that I can get myself out from this feeling.

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Roanne having sick leave today.

Three days after....

Within that three days, I know she had suffering a lot until beh tahan and take sick leave.

Wishing you faster recover.

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Randy's car was kecurian.

I was pity him.

But I don't know how to help him.

Just hope the thief didn't remember what his car plate no. and come back again.

How ridiculous them for stealing a car's rim nut.

in the middle of the day.....

in the open space parking.....

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Tonight will go out to have dinner with Alicia, Faiezah & Ah Zhao.

Sandra & Joanne cant go because they bersungkai with lecturer from UKM.

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I want a new sweetheart. 

Been considering it for a long time.

I think I not really need it.

Some more I am not using my own money buying it.

So it make me think, think and think

want buy or not.......

But since my brother will need it too for his upcoming subject.

(* he not necessary need it but since I see some talent in him,

I had been discussing with my mother whether we should buy or not.)

who knows by buying this sweetheart, 

the talent in him is enhance.

A new interest or skills maybe become his extra income in the long run.

We dont know what might happen in the future.

But it need quite a lot of money for me....

Raya festive is almost here.

I am waiting for the Raya promotion price.

In the meantime still considering want to buy or not....

Dont ask me what.....

I dont want tell, just in case not jadi beli...very tohsoi one....

Just guess bah! 

haha....

Nicole.

Thank you.

谢谢你。
没有你的耐心，我早就放弃了。

我，
不会再无理取闹。

我，
一定会学习独立。

你，
一定要加油。

因为生活道路上，
我，
一直会陪你走下去。

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presleep

1am.

Watching Law & Order again.

Connotation not bad.


I am excited for tomorow.

I dont have much stylish green accesories la.

I have a nail polish but its not in green.

Its some how between blue and green colors.

Tomorow my theme for the outing with friends is  Green.

I have one green hat. But that green hat is like army hat.

I dont like. But since it suits the theme.

there will be this possibility that  i will consider wear it and depends on the mood also. haha.

Last week yumcha style is cool.

Tomorrow is what leh?

think think think......


Lady GAGA???

LOL

hurm....

sporty? army style? ahahhahaha...dono o...

going to find all the green stuffs tomorow at home after back from the training.

See you all there.

=)

It will be a good good nightttt~

Nicole.

I scare XXX

Do you have anything that you fear of?

Today this feel conquer me again.

This morning wake up at 4.30am.
But sleep back.
4.53am rushing wake up to prepare.
While preparing, I try to make it as louder as I can.
Means i boil water to prepare milo drink, go inside toilet etc.
With the hope my dad will wake up and at least asking where I am going.
But no one wake up.
Its feel weird to go out without telling anyone.

Make sure all the doors are locked before leaving.

Go inside the car.
No fuel.

Thankgod, I still have money in my purse.
Go to fill fuel.

Its so early.
I scare many thing such as......
in the fuel station kena rompak my car.
I bring nothing valueable with me except, my life, my car and my purse ( inside only RM50 la).

Go to the counter.
The guys look at me weirdly.
Hello~ which part of me look weird? My mind full of question mark.
At the fuel station, only got 2 lorries with the drivers and 1 myvi.
All of them look at me weirdly.
Do i look weird? Is it my attire?
I got wash my face, comb my hair, brush my teeth.....
Still full with question mark.
Or is it they look down on me because i just filled in Rm15?
Or did i mistakenly give them Rm50 instead of the Rm15?
No ah......
 Some of you know I like to scold stranger when they give those flirting expression.
Yeah~ I am giving them those look like, " Hey bro, what is your probelm?"

But I know its not good to stay too long there.
Faster go to fill in fuel.
Look left, look right, look left and look right.
Make sure the is no unwanted stranger come near to me and kidnap me or etc.

Leaving the fuel station and heading to destination.
I usually will use the shortcut.
Today i also use the shortcut.
And if I am going in this early.
I wont use the shortcut anymore.
Scary. No car on the road.
I scare the XXX, because August kan....
I am very scary de...
I can be very brave inside a cinema.
but if I am alone, not in a familiar places.
I can get panic and keep thinking nonsense.

Then we meet up there
and start our 2 round of walking.
Got one moment where i feel very tohsoi.
I thought got XXX at our back
sampai i shock and luckily its a human being.
I think that guy will be very shock to realised that i thought he is XXX.
roro and jackjack already know there is the human being at our back.
Just me didnt realised.
Paiseh let u guys see my "scared & shock" face.
Spoil image ah~

Back home.
Super duper tired.
Finish up the meehoon and soya leongfun.
Hey! the aunty forgot give us the "sugar"
But got also, i drink it free sugar.

Then i feel sleepy....
and sleeeeeppy.....

9am go to bed.
12pm wake up.

Online freakly.

Finish lunch now.

A coursemate chat with me.
and my blogging scary mood suddenly change into peaceful mood.
Lets call the coursemate The Q.
Q was so pressure about the final year project title.
Well, who not?
I quite of pity Q.
I wanted to help Q but all i can do is confort and motivate Q not to give up.
Q seldom chat with me, now Q find me, I guess Q is quite desperate already.
Some chit chat,
I realised that in this case.
It not about the effort you made, it a little bit about your pointer but
Its a big matter about luck.

I am lucky enough to get my desired first choice title.
I dont know I can make it or not.
Because I know everything sure have its difficulty.
As one of the lecturer said before,
If you want Easy, go back to your secondary school.

I will back to my motto, Hentam saja lah~

2pm.

Thinking of wanna go back to the hill and climb again.
But "seven sin".
I rather online at home.
HAHAHAHAHHA

Nicole.

HUngry.

Why no one update blog ? I want to read blog post so much. How are you all doing? It seems like yesterday just meet you all...and now I miss all already. Esp those very far away....So today wanna date roro's to lunch. And is it imagination? I keep smell a nice smeelll.....its durian smell..but i find everywhere cant found it. Long time no eat. :)

The hair.

Since i have nothing to do.....

korek old fb......

 SMK LY dewan.

 Room 25?

kurus pun itu tangan sini.....

WA!!! 

I super miss my long hair~

Hair grow faster please. 

:)

But then I will miss my short hair too....

so how?

I like short hair and i like long hair....

haish.....

buy fake hair la...

but fake hair so scary one sometimes...

who know what they use to produce the fake hair...

the tail hair of horses.....etc

dead people hair....etc

ARGH~~~~

nvm....

after it long...i will cut...

after it short...i will wait it long...

but for now want let it long 1st until graduation day 2012....

MUAHAHHA....

like told roanne during the road trip kundasang kudat,

yeah....

during convocation want to have curly curly hair....

weeehuuuuu

I am waiting for that day to come.

Faster convo.

Faster get job.

Faster get my own house.

By the Project 1 presentation means by new year of 2012.

Will dye my hair to black....

Need do presentation in front of Civil Faculty lecturers man!!!

Image is important...

wait a minute....

Am i go too far?

I just want to blog about my hair...

So when i hear a long hair girl said want to cut short...

I will, "sigh......."

I want long hair.....

:) 

Nicole.

Its sunday.

今天非常懒惰，不知要做什么。
今天发了一个梦，蛮爽的。
忘记了关于什么。但是很刺激的。
当然啦，我是主角嘛~
有点superpower 的。
像变色龙可以变来变去身体颜色。
哈哈。

才起身不到一个小时，我就很闷了。
不想吃东西，厨房没什么好吃的。
不想出去，不想动，就想要躺在沙发到晚上。

其实很多东西要做的。。。

嗨~

today i dont feel like doing anything..

Tu ru tut tut tut!

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Mickey and Me.

When we grow older, the way we think and we wear change.

Dig back my mickey mouse cloth.

I really want to wear all those cute cute cloth before i get OLDER.

I still got one mickey mouse cloth but dono where it goes.

Nicole.