Today went to Sabah Trade Centre Job Fair.
There is blood donation booth there.
Blood donation.
Yeah~
I always wanted to donate my blood.
But i have no courage.
For friends that always hang out with me.
You know what my rambling is whenever I pass by a blood donation booth.
I will keep said,
" I want donate blood!! I want donate blood!!"
Today without thinking all the consequences.
YES!
without any deep thinking.
I just go ahead and filled in all the forms.
Interviewed by the medical officer there.
All passed.
The nurse asked me,
"Are you sure you XX kg? "
Then I said,
"Yes. WHy?"
That time I still dont know why she asking the question.
After that I just know, the other blood donater all not so thin.
So they doubt whether I can donate or not.
Donated the blood and get a certificate.
Back home and tell parents.
Both of them scolded me.
They said,
you need to climb Mt Kinabalu.
Do you think no effect for that?
Do you think you able to climb the Mt.?
Who ask you go donate blood?
Do you think you got enough blood?
Who tell you, you got enough blood?
If something happen how?
Why you go donate blood?
Next time dont go again.
I really no think about it.
I feel bad about my action.
I feel sad for my reckless action.
I should have just think twice before go donate blood.
I am sad.
Some of you maybe scold me stupid.
But whatever it is....
I hope my blood might save someone's life in the future.
No matter who it is.
I had done something I wanted to do long time ago.
Do I regret?
I feel...
50% regret.
50% no regret.
Slap me on the face please...
HAHA
Because I feel I "betrayed" the two who love me for the 22 years.
I should have listen to what they said.
I will....
I learnt my lesson.
I will discuss with them whatever decision I do in the future to not let them down.
Whatever your opinion/ view about me,
I am a mama girl.
I am a papa girl.
it wont change my decision towards my family.
Thinking about them who love me.
I will listen to both of your words.
This is the first and also the last time for me to donate blood.
:D
After write this post.
feel much more better.
but I am still feeling weak.
Nicole.