P Break Out

Currently, I am having my pimples break out...

ARGGGGHHHH!!!!!

I had been a vegatarian (*not fully because i still take egg) for around one and half month.
No weight loss and increase but i have pimples break out.
It made me even nervous when the pimples left scars after i "service" it...
Point all fingers to myself because i so cruel to my face.

Tonight,
I decided to search on Vegetarian information through Mr Google.
Ohno...There are many causes to pimples break out.
1. Soy & Nuts Allergic (I take in every meals)
2. Facial product ( I just changed to one new brand last few months)
3. Body detox through pimple breakout
4. Caffeine ( My fav)

All of these has contributes to the breakout i guess...

WUARGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am going to continue my research tonight....

Pimples scars can u faster dissappear?

:C

Indecisive July

July is coming....
Indecisive July...

There is too much plans for July until I dont know which to choose.
1. Going for a 4 days 3 night KL Trip with Cindy. (*cancelled. tic burn)
2. Going to stay at KL for around a month with coursemates. (*cancelled. fuh...tic no buy)
3. Going to Korea tour. (*18 days to go... :D )
4. Going for a company based in peninsular (*indecisive...)

Actually... No 1 and No 2 cancelled is due to No 3. Wahahaha......

Suppose planning August to start search for job (especially No 4)

But......

I went for a job interview.

Due to some circumstances, I need to start work on July (but I still able to go Korea :) . So Unemployment July is gone.

Welcome myself to working life.

Life has direction now.

Target is next.....

After Interview....

Its 1.29 in the morning.
I had stayed up late these few days.

Yesterday I went through another stage of life which is my first ever interview. *yang serius.
I thought I just have to go and yes...be myself...be honest to the interviewer and myself.
I did it....
...badly.

Initially I was very VERY nervous.
I was told to wait there for several minutes.
I AM nervous.
I am totally mental blocked.
I just answer whatever I can.
The feeling is worst than the viva I can tell you.
Maybe I have no experience in interview...
Maybe..........
My mind keep on searching answer to give to the interviewer.
I just know I did it badly.

But.
The boss hope I can start work on next month which is next week.

I accept the offer.

I hope I can survive....

This is the real life.

First

The clock showing its 12.30am now.

I am nervous.

I want to mark it down here in the post.

Its my first ever interview.

A very serious interview not main-main punya. *LOL

Formal clothes done.

Documents done.

What else to say?

I am in nervous state now.

I know I can do it. I managed to finish my viva. Hopefully the job interview will run smoothly.

kthxnight.

3.21am

I wish to write up something.
Recently so many updates but I have no idea how to start.
Study life has ended.
Working life approaching soon.
I am on a crossroad.
After talking with the parents, I think I have the courage to move on.
Its a sad world.
We shall just learn everything from the beginning.
I am thinking of creating a new blog.
AGAIN?!?!?!?!

Day Trip

The date is 24.06.12 Sunday

Today we had a short day trip to nearby small town.

Michelle, Veronica, Shamin & Randy.

This could be the last journey we go on together as everyone will back to own hometown.

Set out from uni, we went for Lunch at Tuaran.

 Ordered Mee Goreng Kosong

 Their Oink Oink

 This is us.

and shamin who helped us took this pic. =)

After we done with our lunch, we proceed to find Pak Mail's nice soto.

 This is the view from our seat.

Breathaking....*for me

Shamin and her not recommended Soto.

At the Zodiac corner.

Snakes versus Dragons

 I am here again! =D

Always love pagoda structures.

It is very hot that time.

If you happen to come here....

I suggest you visit this place on evening after 3pm.

Its HOT!!!

 Same shirt color LOL

Ah...Nice....

lu dong bin....

Confucius

Confuse-cius?

 Kuan Yin Niang Niang

Half part of Tuaran Town

 Mi Le Fo

Buddha Gumbira

=)

Journey to the West

After done at Tuaran, we went recharge at Tuaran Petronas.

Then proceed to Tamparuli.

Next spot, Jambatan Tamparuli....

 Jambatan Tamparuli

Dangerous

 After done round Tamparuli,

we proceed to Kiansom!!!

 The express picnic.

Weekends is full of people.

This is the only nice spot we can get.

Quite high....

 Waterfall.....

Nowhere to find in town unless here...

Inanam Kiansom

 Done express picnic.

Drove around...

And reached Penampang.

Had Dinner before headed home.

Vege Steamboat for 13+ and 14+....

Wohooo!!!

 

Butter Prawn

Hot & Spicy Fish *not spicy at all...

Fried Mushroom Butter...

Thats all out short day trip around town.

c:

v(^.^)v

Fire Puja with Rinpoche at Bukau

The date was 13 May 2012. In this post, I am going to share my Buddhism life. I am just sharing my knowledge and if i gave wrong information please forgive me as I am also in the learning process. This post might sound boring to some of my readers but I just felt that I want to blog it. :D

My aunt Bee is very lucky to have the opportunity to invite a Tibetan Rinpoche to come our old house at Kampung Bukau to do Fire Puja. Usually, tibetan monk is known as Lama. But Rinpoche is more higher in stage than ordinary Lama. 

General information to readers, there are three major types of Buddhism in the world, Theravada, Mahayana and Vajrana. 

My aunt told me that my family is practicing Mahayana Buddhism. Translation in my own words, Theravada is the old Buddhism practice the old history of the buddhas such as in Thailand, Mahayana is such as practicing buddhas wisdom in daily modern life such as Msia and Taiwan. Vajrana is more to magic and rituals such as the Tibetan. Well, this is based on my understanding lah. All of these three major Buddhism have many small division. But basically all have the same target.

According to Aunt Bee, there are many types of Fire Puja. Most people did Fire Puja to increase their wealth. However, there are certain people that do Fire Puja to dispel the black magic cast of them. Well, translate in malay "kena buatan orang lain, toyol etc." translate in chinese "jiang tou".

So that day, we wish to disperse all the evil spirit that may approaching us. Sounds creepy ho?

Rinpoche is preparing the flour to do some "pagoda".

This is it. Very campin' o kan? 

All of these "pagodas" have their own function in the ceremony.

This is how the table looks like.

The Buddha surrounded by pagodas and offering.

These offering have their own meaning.

Flower - Beauty

If you offer many flowers in the temple to the Buddhas, the next life you will be born pretty.

That is the karma means.

and....pity me.

I only know flower represent beauty.

Others offering such as rice, light, tea, water, fruits. 

I forgot what it mean.

Going to consult Aunt Bee next time.

Offering have lots of advantage.

No matter you offer to your own people or other races.

The karma is very big.

Some people are being stingy their whole life, they may have save up that RM5 not to help other people. But in their life after 5 years, 10 years, next reincarnation....

their loss is bigger than that RM5.

*p/s this is in Buddhism view lah...

ok continue 

Other offering.

All these offering represent long health, good wealth, wisdom and so on.

General information, offering are not given in meat form.

People have misunderstood that when they saw Chinese ceremony, 

they concluded it as Buddhism.

In Buddhism, there is no ayam or pork offering.

All vegetable and fruits.

Rinpoche starts the opening ceremony.

Chinese knows well that we have the God of Land.

God of Land is to control everything happen on the land.

So before starting any ceremony, 

the Rinpoche may need to ask permission from the God of Land to borrow their land.

Asking permission as well as protection from the God of Land while conducting the ceremony.

After the opening, Rinpoche starts the Fire Puja ceremony.

The food offering is throw into the fire.

If you wonder why....

Fire Puja is to offer food to the spirit.

The theory is such as...

 (*my understanding)

The food offering have been blessed by Rinpoche.

During Fire Puja, spirit are invited from all direction to come eat these offering.

Normally, the spirit will not full by eating food such as at road side etc (*like u saw in movie).

So this ceremony invite them come eat.

Why give them food eat, we will disperse black magic?

Because we give them food to eat that blessed by Rinpoche.

As I mention earlier, Rinpoche pangkat is higher than normal people.

The blessed food will reduce spirit bad karma so that they will early leave reincarnation of spirit.

If we help them to become human again faster, we have done a very good deed.

These good deed by the help of Rinpoche can help to turn to dispel the black magic.

Which in normal day, we cannot do it without the help of Rinpoche as a religious leader.

So basically...

to help the spirit is to help ourself in dispel the black magic.

You want something, You have to give something in return.

Yes. This is the theory that i basically understand from my Aunt Bee.

Am i getting you more blur? 

Please enjoy the next following pictures.

Imagine everything bad will follow the oil and flow out from the body.

Rinpoche in action.

Rinpoche with His Tibetan equipment.
The praying conducted around 1-2 hours.

 Last one, blessing by the Rinpoche.

Believe and confidence is very important.

Without it.....we basically have nothing.

This is us.

Thank you for reading my sharing.

It might not contain full information.

Target in life. 

Wish travel to Tibet in 10 years time.

Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu

Final Countdown

Two more days to my thesis presentation.

I was very relax few days ago. I told myself I accept the reality and this is only a presentation why I need to scare so much. I told myself the examiner and chairman are humans and they wont eat me alive. They will just shoot you and shoot whatever they like until they satisfied. If I cant answer, i will get low marks. That's all! I seriously will not die. So why i need to scare so much?

Now is the two days countdown to the presentation. I am scare and i feel cant breath now. I...
will keep on telling myself.

Be strong.

Cant answer. Low mark. Thats All! I will try to accept it!!!!!!!!!

ARRRGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

I am not an ambitious student but i will strike and give the best of me for Monday.

AJA FIGHTO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GGGRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!

A Funny Statement

Yeah.

Today I want to post about statements made in facebook.

LoL

I am not condemning my facebook's friends but I just cant help with it.

So funny that I feel so swt at the same time.

I know its none of my business and seriously...its none of my business.

1. Happy monthsary dear!!!!  BS! If you want to show how strong your relationships are, you no need have to announce it every month in facebook. I personally think some of this people are frequently wants to remind their friends that their relationship have gone for how long and maybe to warn girl/boy out there no to touch their partner etc. To me, a true and stable relationship is not measured by counting days together. Well, you can count it but leave it to yourself, mark your own calendar and not spamming the timeline. Once in awhile posting about this in facebook is acceptable but every MONTH?!?! kanasai.

2. Status. Tell a bit about the problem and let people guess what is happening. Why not you just type the problem out rather than pusing-pusing berjam-jam there. 


3. Keep on share Horoscope link. Keep on share own horoscope link in facebook. Its your own horoscope. Not even my horoscope. So better leave it to yourself read. Its different story if you post a link about all the 12 horoscope, that is acceptable for me.


4. A stalker. Well, social networking website is made for people to stalk you and vice versa. I admit ittttt!!! Because I am one of it. :p


But still. No matter how you dislike the statements.

Facebook is my entertainment.

Have a nice Thursday!

Nic Go Jin's Comeback

Hello world.

I am back.

Been not posting anything since 6 of April.

Its been two months, I myself feel glad that I am back. LOL

Hello!!!

Hellooo!!!!

Heeelllloooo!!!!