To miss cindy.

This is a reply to a friend's blog.

She said, when she sad, she still will keep smiling.

although inside she feeling like want to scold the person.

For me, don't think this is a bad condition.

Today i went to a talk.

And it got talk about heart.

Human's heart.

So I automatically relates it to your conditions.

In another view.

This is a good level.

Its a good level that you achieved, you can control your face expression.

How many people can do that?

Not too many i think.....

But the next thing you need to control is your heart.

You still can smile when people make you sad.

But deep inside you feel very sad.

You just need to think deeply of what other people said.

Whether its correct or not?

If correct, then good!

Means people pay more attention to you and tell you what you not good at.

So you can IMPROVE!

If not correct, then no need care about what they said...

After some time,

People will forget what them said.

So why need sad?

Be happy~~~~~~

Happy day will lead to another happy day.

Sad day will just bring another sad day to you.

Because you keep living on your sadness and not ready to move on.

So do something make you happy.

I love all my friends.

Remember,

Live a happy day everyday.

Less comparison, less sadness.

Nicole.

To all friends & bloggers.

To all my lovely friends & bloggers,

You girls guys know who you are.

YES! you! who reading this right now.

Its august already.

Happy August!!!!!!

August babies....this month is your month!!!!

ok.....

This is a friendly reminder.

Whether you believe it or not.

But for your safety.

And the culture of Malaysia.

The door of hell had open.

All the XXX will come out.

So....

to those who likes to go out at night.

Be careful while driving.

Although you don't believe the existence of ghost in this world.

I still want to give a friendly reminder.

COME HOME EARLIER EVERY NIGHT!!!!!!

to those yumcha freak that out until midnight.

August 14 if not mistaken is the exact date according to Lunar.

correct me if I am wrong...

hahahaha.....

Nicole.

The End of The World

The End of The World

Today attended a talk organised by Santavana Forest Hermitage.

2pm- 4pm @ Promenade KK.

Its about the perspective of Buddhism about the End of the world.

My dad would want to join this but sadly my big aunt coming back from KL.

So him, Aunt Jen & Uncle Kiong need to accompany big aunt back to Beaufort.

Cousin Kewei also want to come but due to time constraint she cant.

All of you sure got fate to join activities like this again in the future.

Dont disappointed okay?

Back to topic...... 

 We came quite early just to avoid the crowded registration and to get nice seat.

 Mr. Randy.

He is very interested and motivated to come.

I'm glad that he come.

Its a good karma to go such activities.

I know that he dont understand the Buddhism term.

So i try to explain to him what I know.

Then I remember one of the sifu's saying, 

You come to this talk.

Does not mean you are better than other people.

Does not mean you live longer than other people.

Does not mean you can avoid the end of the world.

etc.

But we hope you can increase knowledge.

get wider perception about the end of the world.

YES!

I like that!

 Satisfied post of the day.

Then the talk also discuss....

Every religion have their own world end day.

Christian is millennial.

Muslim is......

Hindus is.....

Buddhism is after 56million years later.

I forgot the years told by the Professor.

But for sure.....

The 2012 had gave a wrong mind set to the human being.

 Selamat Menyambut Bulan Puasa to all the Muslim friends...

There are a lot new knowledge that i learnt from the talk.

Of course mainly focus on Buddhism point of view.

Some other knowledge I already know,

but the talk stress it out so it made me more emphasized on the knowledge.

In Buddhism point of view:

Even tomorrow is the end of the world.

the earth is no longer exist.

Reincarnation is wont stop.

Means...

Buddhists will live in another new planet and continue with the reincarnation.

Cousin if you reading this...

we shall continue this sharing once we meet..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

sadhu sadhu sadhu.

Nicole.

The Blood Donation | S. T. C.

Today went to Sabah Trade Centre Job Fair.

There is blood donation booth there.

Blood donation. 

Yeah~

I always wanted to donate my blood.

But i have no courage.

For friends that always hang out with me.

You know what my rambling is whenever I pass by a blood donation booth.

I will keep said, 

" I want donate blood!! I want donate blood!!"

Today without thinking all the consequences.

YES!

without any deep thinking.

I just go ahead and filled in all the forms.

Interviewed by the medical officer there.

All passed.

The nurse asked me,

"Are you sure you XX kg? "

Then I said, 

"Yes. WHy?"

That time I still dont know why she asking the question.

After that I just know, the other blood donater all not so thin.

So they doubt whether I can donate or not.

Donated the blood and get a certificate.

Back home and tell parents.

Both of them scolded me.

They said,

you need to climb Mt Kinabalu.

Do you think no effect for that?

Do you think you able to climb the Mt.?

Who ask you go donate blood?

Do you think you got enough blood?

Who tell you, you got enough blood?

If something happen how?

Why you go donate blood?

Next time dont go again.

I really no think about it.

I feel bad about my action.

I feel sad for my reckless action.

I should have just think twice before go donate blood.

I am sad.

Some of you maybe scold me stupid.

But whatever it is....

I hope my blood might save someone's life in the future.

No matter who it is.

I had done something I wanted to do long time ago.

Do I regret?

I feel...

 50% regret.

50% no regret.

Slap me on the face please...

HAHA

Because I feel I "betrayed" the two who love me for the 22 years.

I should have listen to what they said.

I will....

I learnt my lesson.

I will discuss with them whatever decision I do in the future to not let them down.

Whatever your opinion/ view about me, 

I am a mama girl.

I am a papa girl.

it wont change my decision towards my family.

Thinking about them who love me.

I will listen to both of your words.

This is the first and also the last time for me to donate blood.

:D

After write this post.

feel much more better.

but I am still feeling weak.

Nicole.

SPCA

Yesterday my brother brought home a Breeze mag.

Saw an article about SPCA.

Did not read about it.

Just now.....

while facebooking,

A friend shared about this SPCA fan page.

Read the blogpost.

 i was so touch with their effort in saving animals life around KK.

Believe me.

I cry when I read the "Cable"'s post.

Sometime when on the road, 

we see some dead animals hit by the cars.

I will only chanting for few seconds.

I want to go down and help to move the body of the animals.

I want but I cant..

I dont dare....

By the way.....

If you have some free time.....

or 

want to adopt animals.

or 

want to donate a little bit of $$.

Do check out the SPCA page in facebook.

and 

the SPCA blogspot.

"Speaking for those who cannot speak for themselves"  ( SPCA.)

Shared this out bloggers.

Nicole.

Bye Bye yap yap

First of all,

All of these pictures are from Khai Yee.........

The few selected and reuploaded to my blog.

Thank you again miss khai yee.....

The crazy night yumcha.

Although I didnt speak too much during the night,

I enjoy listening to everyone's story.

Learnt a lot.

I always live my life only.

Me And Myself only.

You can said im selfish.

Yes. I am.

But now I realized the real situation.

I should have been alert to what happen to my friends.

No matter where you all are...

I will always here to support you.

I might not be good in giving advice. 

( I stay quiet all the time when you telling me your probs or giving nonsense advice..)

I might not good in listening. 

( I always listening half half of what ppl said...my mind will flew somewhere else....)

but I do care.

I hope that you all can endure and overcome the problems well.

Friends,

dont look me in the outside.

I might be cold-hearted.....

But i love you all........

Take care........

Dediceted to all my friends.

:DDD

Pictures spamming from Kyee Lim's fb~

 

 

  

Bye bye see you all again....

Nicole.

Pink Keychain

Love this too....

So pinkish.

Thank you.

Alicia...

Nicole.

Its done!

Finally.

Its DONE!

GoodBye intern~

Tomorrow going to submit everything.

& Holidays~ here I come.

 The daily log book, the report, the forms.....

All prepared!

Tadang!

Thank you khai yee for the souvenir.

Actually I didnt expect that much souvenirs you will buy.

Mostly people just buy a keychain...

Hehe..

Thank you.....

All so bling bling...LIKE IT~~~~

I like people buy me souvenir....
Even a small keychain will do.
But khai yee buy so many.
Extra HAPPY~
Thanks Thanks.....
If I went to travel. Dont worry...sure buy some to you alll.... muaks!

Nicole.

The BBQ@Fifa's

23.07.11

Saturday.

Yeah~ 

Finally the long awaited day come.

The bbq day.

Everything is Faeizah & Alicia plan.

So i just bring my mouth & stomach go there.

Location : Faiezah's house.

Time : 9am- 5+pm.

This time.

Without Sasa T & Sandra.

But nvm lah... :D

Just some few pics.

Other pics in fifa's camera...

Pic spamming~

 Holly.

 Joanne.

 Holly dancing.

 Ikan Pari.

But i didnt eat this....

 The food all prepared by them.

 Fifa homemade sauce....

i give 5 star~

 The beginning...

 The funny part...

HAHAHAHA....

 See what had we done.

See the smoke heading to which direction.

Neighbour's door...

Pity the neighbour...

HAHA...

We are sorry...

because we cant control the fire and the wind.

Been laughing for the smoke.....

HAHAHA....

and then they closed the door...

must be keep cursing the neighbour...haha

 Tadang!!!!!

 Tomyam flavor. Thank you Joanne.

The end.

Besides BBQ, we also do some work out.

SO You Think You Can Dance - Get Fit DVD!!!!!

hahahahahha.....

Had a fun and tired day.

back home and do face masking.

Since when i start do mask?

Since i buy the 50% Mask at watson.

HAHA 

and 

Since i know everyone closed to me do mask.

Sasa T,  Khaiyee, Roanne...

So we are really easy influenced by friends right?

Dont worry...

I am not copying who ever......

After back home...

Mom ask me when is the exact date to Climb Mt Kinabalu.

I told her its 13 & 14.

Then my bro starts final exam at 15th...

I got tell him the date is change to 13 & 14.

He didnt listen to me.

Now my mom blame me.

And maybe my bro wont be following to climb Mt. Kinabalu.

haish....

Then she told me.

This Raya Holiday we 1 family is going to Jakarta for holiday.

Together with Aunt Kimberly's family.

Is it true?

I hope its true.

She said still in planning, because will let Aunt Kimberly settle everything.

This is the first time ever my family going to oversea travelling.

Really.........

Before this, my dad dont like to go travelling because 

he dislike crowded places, unknown places etc.

Now it really make me wonders why suddenly my dad will change his mind.

Really so sudden..........

I just hope they really go for it.

And not just give me fake hope.

I know i should not tell anyone of this first...

because once cancel.

It will be very no face..

HAHA....

So...wait & see ba.

August will start new work.

Hopefully everything go smoothly.

One week holiday for me.

Enjoy~ Enjoy~ Enjoy.

I had been sleeping for more than 12 hours yesterday...

as a revenge to the LI...

hehe....

Have a happy weekends everyone.

Nicole.

Craving

This week is about food.

I had been eating so many kind of food throughout the week.

Two of them are.....

 Tadang!

Rojak buah @ Lido.

Just normal taste and nothing to shout home for.

I really miss the rojak buah i had at Santavana made by the volunteer there.

delicious.

And of course the one i had in Sipitang.

so far....

I dont like those i found in KK.

today.....

second time of eating Boutique cupcakes.

Greentea flavor & lemon flavor.

Rc said greentea is nice.

But my lemon flavor is too sweet....

not to my liking.....

but still appreciate it.

Because its Rc's treat...

muahahaha....

Thanks!!!!!

Nicole.

The off day

19.07.11

Today is the off day.

Pic pic pic~

Alicia fetched us. 

Sent her senior back to the hotel. 

And heading to fill up our stomach.

Kak Nong's at Harbour City.

 This restaurant is quite famous in town.

But expensive la weh.....

Usually when nothing comes in mind.

I will just simply choose a Nasi Goreng.

But this nasi goreng. 

RM7.

Portion is very little.

I am not full at all.

Not really delicious.

I dont know about other special dishes in this restaurant.

But very expensive la......

Definitely wont come again.

After that, 

we went to the Grace Point.

Just to take pics.

HAHA.

 This pic need make it larger.

 Because Alicia looks slim laaa........ 

 Miss Holalalalala.....

 Ready to leave....

 Blog owner beb!

 Check on GPS to next location.

 I forgot who's house already.

One of the tourist attraction @ tg aru.

NExt....

KKBOX!!!!!

Long time no come here......

 Enjoying the rapping part....

Sing until 6.30pm.

Thank you alicia for sending all of us home.

Nicole.